Hello?

нєℓℓσ.. ιѕ ιт мє уσυяє ℓσσкιηg ƒσя? ι ¢αη ѕєє ιт ιη уσυя єуєѕ, ι ¢αη ѕєє ιт ιη уσυя ѕмιℓє. уσυ'яє αℓℓ ι'νє єνєя ωαηтє∂ η∂ му αямѕ αяє σρєη ωι∂є, вє¢αυѕє уσυ кησω נυѕт ωнαт тσ ѕαу η∂ уσυ кησω נυѕт ωнαт тσ ∂σ. ι ωαηт тσ тєℓℓ уσυ ѕσ мυ¢н... ι ℓσνє уσυ

ι ℓσηg тσ тєℓℓ уσυ тιмє αη∂ тιмє αgαιη, нσω мυ¢н ι ¢αяє.. ѕσмєтιмєѕ ι ƒєєℓ му нєαят ωιℓℓ σνєяƒℓσω, нєℓℓσ.. ι'νє נυѕт gσт тσ ℓєт уσυ кησω. ι ωση∂єя ωнєяє уσυ αяє η∂ ι ωση∂єя ωнαт уσυ ∂σ,, αяє уσυ ѕσмєωнєяє ƒєєℓιηg ℓσηєℓу? σя ιѕ ѕσмєσηє ℓσνιηg уσυ? тєℓℓ мє нσω тσ ωιη уσυя нєαят, ƒσя ι нανєη'т gσт α ¢ℓυє,, вυт ℓєт мє ѕтαят ву ѕαуιηg.... ι ℓσνє уσυ

Yaaah so.. not really in the mood to tell you what happenened after with Guy #1. But I will tell you, I saw Guy #2.. well more like ran into him. I thought by avoiding him I could get rid of these feelings I have for him but that didn't work cuz when I saw him its like my heart exploded. Bss it didn't last very long, I came upto him and talked for a bit but he barely looked at me more than once. That hurts.. really bad.

Don't you like the song? I JUST heard it on the radio and I was about to start crying and that was kinda hard cuz i was driving oo i couldn't see bss yaah 3adii. It's called 'Hello- Lionel Richie' I just wish I could stop feeling the way I did Guy #2 all he ever does is keep on hurting me oo then coming back to do it again.

I'm depressing myself now lol I'm thinking I'll go hang out with the girls now and have a guy bashing session. Not that I have much to say as NO ONE knows ANYTHING about me oo Guy #2 and I can't tell them either. More on Guy #1 and theres something new coming up to!! Mr Man ;) (lame name i know bss 3adii how much can you do from lack of sleep in ramadan?)